Smile don't smirk =)

Introvert/Extrovert

2012-02-12T02:24:00.000-08:00

Aduh... Ape ni.. Ana rase ana anti-social lah.. mcmne nk break the ani-social life..?
One thing yang ana takut sgt is kalau ana tulis smthng kt facebook ana takut klu org comment.. Makin tambah dosa je.. Tpi mcmne ana nk jdi mcm kwn2 ana yg lain? Mereka kebanyakannye tulis perkara yg berfaedah.. dan berkongsi kpd antum semue.. tapi apa daur ana sbgi org islam.. kn kne berdakwah.. Ana seram lah.. Mcm ne ana nk mulakan perkongsian ana... Ada satu perkara yg ana kurang suka tntng setengah org. Ada yg diam pada zahir.. tpi batin mksd ana.. mcm facebook/ twitter gtu boleh blg mcm2.. lebih talkative drpd ape yg ana tahu.. hehe.. Kan ada hadith kata diam itu lebih baik dri bercakap..berkata yg benar saje... Dahlah.. beriman dan bertakwa je lah...
Ana rasa ana lebih suke kalau berbual face-to face and share knowledge.. hehee..
Ana rase mcm nk masuk bahas tpi ana tk KONFIDEN.. seram nervous and tkde skills.. Btw ana suke discuss and tanya bnyk soalan pd mak ana.. Ana suke sgt bertanya kerana malas mencari jwpn.. Ish! tk bgus tu..

Summary of today,
- Went to Mr Rahamat's maths class learn about inequalities.. Eat indian mee..Sir offered. Next time try to avoid...Forgot o pay 70 dollars for GC.. Urghh
- Went to library read informative books - Death- Euthanasia-Food-Guns.
Acually planned to study maths with oda but unable to.. she had to run some errands.. Next time..
-Buy old chang kee yam pie.. YAY finally got to taste it! yammy!
-Auntie and cousin came.. to discuss about his marriage.. hmm...
- Hafal/Murajaah Himp 3.. Ameen InsyaAllah,.. Doakan ye..
_____ BENEFICIAL INFORMATION_____
Based on Islamic religion, "when someone dies.. The person that will came after he / her would be their own father or someone that is related to them like his grand father or anyone..."

Mawlidurasul...

2012-02-07T05:50:00.000-08:00

Qasidah, dibai'e burdah... Itu semue kan mengingatkan kita tentang Allah dan Rasulnya. Bukankah itu Fadhailul A'mal..? Sedihlah.. Kenapa masih ada pihak yang masih nk berdebat tentang topik ni.. Takmolah gaduh2... Tahulah ini bid'ah yg tk pernah dilakukan pada zaman rasulullah.. Hinggakan ada yang sanggup katakan kullu bid'ah dholalah.. wa laisa bid'ah hasanah..Selawatkan perkara yg digalakkan oleh Nabi.. Dlm konteks ni.. salah ke kita berselwat ramai2? Kalau perkara lagha kita tk perdebatkan tpi soal agama nk bentangkan pula.. Adakah ilmu kita seluas lautan? Drpd kita berhujah sana-sini.. belum tentu apa yang kita katakan itu benar... Kita hanya ada para wali,ulamak dan asatizah yang terhormat.. Oleh itu hendaklah kita menjadikan mereka sbgi uswatun hasanah.. kerana Ulamak warathatul anbiya'.. Kita pi dok diam2.. Belajar bnyk2 ilmu dulu.. jgn nk bnyk ckp mcm ada setengah org.. So-- kirakan adakh setengah pihak tu nk katakan ulamk kita sesat? astaghfirullah..

Walaupun begitu, Semalam kita menyaksikan kematian seorang ustaz/mudir MWTI.. Beliau seorg ulamak yg disanjungi... Diharapkan agar beliau diletakkan di kedudukan para wali Allah yg teristimewa Amin. InsyaAllah..Saam juga dgn Al-Marhum Al-Fadhil Ustaz Ahmad Sonhadji.. Atuk ku yang selallu ku ingati.. Ish.. rmai betul ulamak dri pergi.. Sama sprti hadis yg disebutkan rasul.. Tentang Allah tidak akan mencabut sesuatu ilmu itu melainkan dengan kemaian ulamak.. Tapi bak kata ust Hasbi, meh kita ganti dgn lebih bnyk bakal asatizah...

OKlah.. disini saja// Wassalam.

Selawat atas nabi... send praises to prophet muhammad

2012-02-03T05:03:00.000-08:00

Subhanallah.. I got an amazing bunch of friends... They are superb,cool,obviouslay talkative and love to make jokes!
walaupun begitu banyak ketawa boleh menggelapkan hati. So ketwa tu berpada pada lah. Alhamdulillah. Tadi pergi kelas arab proficient subhanallah. Aku suke. Best sgt2. Dpt ust arab name die ustad hassan waseem jiddan. Walakin uridu an uhassinu lughatul rabiqh. Lianna lughati dhoif jiddan walihaza uriid an adrus lughatlul arabiah biuslub as-shohiha!InsyaAllah. Alhamdulilah. Dptlah feeling2 mcm budak arab yg amek azhar streqm. Mcm kt ngri arab pun ada.. So, takallalaml arabiah insyaAllah. Wajadtu kathirun mina ilm.. Alilmu bila amal ka shaajar bila samar shah? Currently ana ada 2 tuition maths and arab. Together with tahfiz and Gpac insyaAllah. Allah yussahilni!!!! Ighfirliii ya rabb. Ya rabbisholi wassalim ala sayidina muhammad.. Btw semalam ana gi mengajar di puspa msjd sultan reliefkan kak nnadh.. Alhamdulillah dptlah duit skiit. Sebenarnya mengajar tu senang. Duuk and just berbual pastu dpt duit. Tapi t

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Tapi ana pqisey semalam dahlah lps skolah ana tukar bju. Penat dan berpeluh. Ngantuk pun ada. Pastu ana ajar 3 budak.. Gerek uh bdk2 qna. Oklah. Ana nk ckp supaya perbetulkan niat antumm semue ye.. Innamal aamqlu binniyah! All prqises to Qllah and send his salutations to prophe muhammad saw. Wasalam. Tc. Muackss

Maarif my new life 4 2 years

2012-02-01T04:23:00.000-08:00

Alhamdulilah, dpt skolah bru,kwn bru suasana bru dn sbgnya! Wow. Sekiranya anda inginkan perubahan,anda perlu tinggalkan yg lalu. Anda haruslah mempunyai visi dan misi! Oleh itu Aku akan teruskan hidup ku. Tinggalkan yg dulu. Diam itu lebih baik. Elakkan yg lagha. Belajar sungguh2. Ini peluang terakhir bgi ku. Ya rabb tolonglah daku. Berikan aku semangat dan istiqamah dlm menuntut ilmu. Berikan ilmu naafi^ dan ladunni. Kerana aku niat kerana mu ya rabb. Ya tuhanku permudahkanlah segala urusan ku. Samaada d luar mahupun d dlm. Aku takut ya rabb. Berikan ku petunjuk mu. Ihdinni!

New Year New Life New Environment

2012-01-30T00:18:00.000-08:00

Salam blog. It's been a long time since I last used this blog..
Dah berlapuk dah blog ni...
Hmm Sedih lah hidup.. Hidup aku sentiasa naik turun..
I think you should know my story life for the past two years..
I have graduated from MAIAI-Irsyad 2011. The best batch I've ever had..
January 19 2009 during sec 3 Ayah had gotten a Stroke disease. I can still remember vividly what had happend to my dad. 12.00 He vomitted while sleeping. Everyone was doing their own work. Mum was talking on the phone. Kakak and Datuk were busy studying. Bibik was half-asleep. I was studying chemistry in the living room. After having dinner with my family,dad straight away went to Atuk's chair and sat on it while reading the newspaper at the same time eating the fruits that mum had cut for him.He turn on the television. Normally I would asked him to turn off the tv while I was studying. But, strangely on that day he said " Ayah matikan tv eh dik"... So he stopped everything and straight away went to sleep. His face was kindda stressed.. I don't know stressed bcoz of what.. but maybe bcoz of work..maybe there is something that's bothering him.Yeah I knew about his heart disease ,high-blood pressure-diabetes.. until he got few blockage-stenosis almost 90% in his artery.. I was scared. So, back to the story, before he vomitted, he coughed about 3 times - hard. I thought it was normal. BUT NOT!. So, I called my mum-sis and everyone in the family. "kak, mama, asal ngn Ayah? adik takut". I tried to remain calm in that situation. But I can't bcoz everyone was crying as if dad's going to leave us. Sis called the ambulance and mum accompanied dad to the hospital. - Stroller-lay a man -face as white as a paper - purpled eyelids purple-lips. worst of all, the paramedics asked my dad to hold onto the plastic for him to vomit. In that situation. He was half-concious and how could her! I didn't know that was my last moment of talking to him. I didn't even remember when was the last time I said sorry to him..Hence 6 months bed-ridden in the hopital... Mum had to give medical home care for dad.. Luckily bibk budi's still working with us. She indeed a great,wonderful worker..Then, one thing I noticed about myself was that I began to change in my attitude and studies. I became more sensitive and lose hope.. Initially when I got to know that my father was sicked.. I want to change for the better.. Atuk also helped us a lot in terms of faith and religious stuffs.. That brings us closer to Allah. Alhamdulillah. Then came 2010 STE years.. Despite the time spent in school.. Atuk's health condition soon depleted... There was a strange change in him... Suddenly all his illness gone.. Though,during june school holidays.. Atuk became weak again. He was sick for almost 1 week. All kinds of medical treatment was given to him. But to no avail. Thus he was admitted to the hospital. After discharged from hospital My aunt took care of him . It WAS HARD for my mum to leave atuk... 54 years of being with him and just like that to be seperated. sad right?.. Then.. atuk was admitted back to the hospital bcoz of respiratory illness.. One day during the 2nd of ramadhan..08.30 int the morning we heard the bad new... Atuk had passed away. On that day also I had taken my Prelim STE paper.. SAD.. soon my spirit of studying dropped. Next after for about 6 months.. Dad's turn to go.27 February 2011-S5. Afterwards my unle passed away.. the next 2 days... SAD. That really - really dropped my spirit man..

Seolah-olah hidup ini tiada erti.. Alhamdulillah I managed to pull myself and bring back my consciences. Hanya tinggal Mama dan Kakak. Orang rapat ku.. Nanti bile kakak nak gi Mesir adik keseorangan pulak dgn mama.. SAD. AKu hanya berharap agar kesunyian tersebut dapat diisi dengan al- Quran dan sentiasa mengingati Allah da Rasulnya. 2011 menjadi saksi kepada segala usaha yang aku lakukan utk o-level.. Walaupun Natijahnya tidak bagus tapi ku tetap bersyukur.. Kerana Ini menjadi detik-saat-saat dimana N.R.S akan BANGKIT semula. Tidak akan menyerah kalah. Tidak akan sia-siakan waktu yang diberikan. AKU SEBAGAI SEORANG ANAK akan membanggakan kedua ibu-bapa ku.. Walaupun bapaku telah pergi.. AKU akan berubah demi kebaikan. Belajar dengan tekun dan yakin Allah sentiasa berasama. Ya Muqallibal qulub tsabit qulubi ala diinika wa ala to'atika. Ya rabbbi al -falah wan Najah fil Mustaqbal Insya-Allah. Next- Ahsan level to go!

2009-11-28T20:08:00.000-08:00

2009-11-27T20:05:00.000-08:00

Time flies very fast when you are having fun..
so .now is already eid adha..later..it will be the end of the year..
Ok.. i;m gonna talk about obstacles.
When you are facing challenges and you can't stand it..remember that Allah is with you..
So when the time gets hard and nobody to turn to. There is Allah by your side.
The short time we have in this life,will all be over.
Remember that he is always watching us..and he will guide us to siratalmustaqim.
Just follow the rules and Stay away from the wrong things. ten he will bless us with his love and mercy..
InsyaAllah - Maher Zain
Everytime you feel like you cannot go on
You feel so lost
That you're so alone
All you see is night and darkness all around
You feel so helpless you can't see which way to go
Don't be despair and never lose hope
Cause Allah is by your side
Turn to Allah He is never far away
Put yoour trust in him
Raise your hand and pray..
Oh Allah
guide my steps don't let me go astray
You're the only one that showed me the way.
(reflect on those words you'd never know)

Ramadhan kareem

2009-08-23T01:59:00.000-07:00

Dapatkan Mesej Bergambar di Sini

Friday

We recite yassin as usual,
The sl's received their new badges.
Did Chemistry test..it was..
gotten back maths test paper..yay i passed.
I was thinking of..quiting (ERUPecneics).. it was hard for my brains,
but it makes me work harder..Though, i must stay to this quote,
"Decide carefully what you want in your life..and make sure you work hard and get what you want"
I was afraid that i could not cope..but think of others.. they to have to balance both and mantain good marks.
Pressure?..
2:30 - Rain poured heavily.. but still insist to go home. Missed picto session at class.
3:00- Went to thfz class.i made sum1 angry..
4:30- went to the library. Met 3 school friends at the bus stop and library. They were lost. decide to offer help but unable to.
5:30- KFC $4.50 Zinger
6:30 - Home.

Saturday
!st day of ramadhan

Dapatkan Mesej Bergambar di Sini
Happy fasting.. iloveAllah.

2009-06-13T04:06:00.000-07:00

YEahhh..Whaddup...?

It's been a week after the ILC..The camp was uber fun.. K..i don't want to talk alot.. But if anybody want to view more pictures.. you are welcome to go to my faci, kak Fatimah's multiply...www.sinfasin.multiply.com.....

Ciaow.. i am not able to update my blog frequently..k lah..study~study~study..

Iam up for it..

2009-05-23T07:22:00.000-07:00

Tadaa..LOVE STORY (Taylor Swift) meets VIVA LA VIDA (Coldplay) - Piano Cello - by Jon Schmidt

Ok..My new post for May..long time never update... Btw.. Exams are over and we have gotten our result mostly..Oh..k i don't wanna talk about it... BAd..bad..But...i don't mind if i fail.. bcoz there is still room for improvement..it's not that i don't care exactly..Maybe i would be in a state of hiatus..(Hibernate) again..AND i am really2 afraid that such promise would not be fulfilled... jiayou you can do it..erghh lame..

2009-03-18T03:02:00.000-07:00

Hello..
sorry lama tk update.. computer tenet ah...
klah.. ni pon pinjam computer kawan..ciaw..

2009-01-24T05:23:00.000-08:00

fine..fine..fine..

Yesterday went to TPyh central with mus go petrolling..heh.. nothing special happened..
Well today.. i went to SNEC with my father in the morning..
Then at 2:30 The NLB and some video production company came for some interview the house was filled with lights and the lightmen..heh just 10 mins....
After what seems like eternity: At 3:15 go marsiling. then i arrived at 4 pm.. went to cik zai 's house to study Nahu..I'm a newbie.. and in my opinion it was quite good and fun way of learning it makes us recall back the old topics..bleh thn ah.. just that the house was like "near" from my home so i went back home around 6:59pm luckily it was still bright..fuhh..so just now 6 students came...Wow! A pile of homework is on my desk and i have to finished it as soon as possible..I learn a lot of tips that..As a student we need to take the responsibilityto study..in order to learn we must have passion or not create it..After come back from schoool revise back the chapters that we learn during the lesson..and wite notes and remember it everywhere you go.. well that's it..

2009-01-22T04:27:00.000-08:00

hahahaha fine..

Updated..
-_- malas ar... boring tkde criter...
Nowadays my life is Fun..and hectic. i've been enjoying myself..but at times i felt as if i was being challenged...PureScience..hard must study everyday and read Chem and Phy books every chapter in detailed..not like last time..play hard study less OooO..but now must be more disciplined and be dedicated with it..Now passion haven't develop but i will create it..ahh there were lots of homework and must always be attentive and active in class lesson..ahh i dunno wat will hppen to me if i didn't take my enervon-C maybe i'll be sleeping..i dont wanna type anymore.. so that's it.. i was surrounded by talkative parrots whom i met everyday except for sat/sun....but they'd brighten up my life a bit..but seems irritated to us..we felt cheerful with their presense but at times must minimise too!
Wateverlah dun wanna talk craps..

"When you feel like giving up, remember why you held on for so long in the first place."~ Unknown

2008-12-30T22:46:00.000-08:00

eh Almk gmbr sesat..

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Hi there...It's been a long time I've not update..
boring uhh...
Oh and yah. Outcomes.. Muharram 1430 Welcome!! and Happy New Year 2009..
So What's your resolution?
Well Wake up people.. Let the past be the past and it's time to start a fresh...
Always ensure that there will be greater challenge you Will go through next year..
I've thought this hard and find some motivational words
-Seek for it cause you never know what it is..Don't be like those who only thinks of escaping..And if you are going through hell,KEEP GOING!!! don't stop..(never give up)
-Don't repeat the old errors coz there are so many errors to commit..
-Don't' be like me who always want to cry when there no solution..
-Instead of giving myself reasons why i can't, i give myself reasons why i can.
If you want to maintain your studies..not like those on a weighing machine on one part drops and the other high, it isn't stable,right? and then you must quickly arise to behold on it..
If you really3 want to succeed you must have Passion(ghairah)there should be an interest in it, then why you study if you felt nothing in it..or it is just forcing yourself out..even if it's like that you still need to put an effort in it..second is Commitment (bekerjasama) if that is what you are in to..you must be commited in it becauseit is part of your duty orobligation..it's what you've pledged in it..You must!because it's your resposibility! it's like marriage..if you're not in to it then it's over.. third the most important that people lacks is Perserverance (tabah) This are the steady persistent that you had in spite of difficulties / obstacle or discouragement..Never felt dissapointed if someone understimate you or teasing . You Should overcome it! And if it gets to you emotionally..Let the oppenent LOse out..
it's like a game of life where you shall encounter it. Well that's the things i'd know now or might be later..by right i shan't forget it. HEh.. watthe..I talk craps now.. kla gtg

Time is very slow for those who wait,

Very fast for those who are scared,

Very long for those who lament,

Very short for those who celebrate,

But for those who love, time is eternity.

Byeeeeee

=)Kuching , The Capital City of Sarawak

2008-12-17T02:42:00.000-08:00

Dear readers.. an info for you to know
Sarawak is one of two Malaysian states on the island of Borneo. Known as Bumi Kenyalang (‘Land of the Hornbills’), it is situated on the north-west of the island. It is the largest state in Malaysia; the second largest, Sabah, lies to the northeast.
The administrative capital is Kuching which has a population of 579,900 (2006 census; Kuching City South - 143,500; Kuching City North - 133,600; Padawan- 3rd Mile/ 7th Mile/ 10th Mile - 302,800). The name Kuching literally means ‘cat’ (kucing). Major cities and towns also include Sibu (pop. 254,000), Miri (pop. 263,000) and Bintulu (pop. 176,800). As of last census (Dec 31, 2006), the state population was 2,357,500. For more details about the population see Demographics of Malaysia, though it is interesting to note that Sarawak is, like Sabah to the north, a multicultural state, with no ethnic majority. The majority of Sarawak's people are non-Muslim; there are over 30 ethnic (non-Malay) indigenous/natives groups in Sarawak.The muslims make up 30%..
The Ibans form the largest percentage of Sarawak's population, making up some 30%.There are more groups of dayak.. .Today, the chinese make up 26% of the population of Sarawak .The Malays make up 21% of the population in Sarawak.

Hey heyhey.. i've just arrived from kuching with my family on the 16th december.. i met a few people whom i know..Well their language are same as us..the malays..just that how they speak were different.. I remembered one incident.. my father was asking this lady"are you malay or chinese"and she said"You look at my face am i chinese or malay" then we smiled.. Another incident was taken during we ride the small ferrry..My aunt went to ask the same question.. the funny thing is that my mak cik called him "apek".. after arriving at Port magherita.. my aunt asked him " Are you chinese or Muslim" and he laughed and said "Ya rabbi! Islam.." haha we laughed.. Then my aunt apologize to him for calling him "apek" and his name is Pak Din..Seriously most of their citizens looks like chinese..so its likely to differ their face...What i knew is that the chines came on the 6th century..Hakka,cantonese...and more.. ohkay. end of talking..We stayed in a Hotel which is a Muslim hotel RM 180..Just opened this year in the month of July.. The facilities need to be improved..and i think that the security system were the main part of the hotel..Every time we went in the lift need to scan the card..so leceh well what to do...to secure..oh..i forgot to tell that we actually went there bcoz we received a wedding invitation.. so we are welcome there..

Alhamdulillah..

enough talking... more pictures to view

PictoSS

Dual time. The time difference betweeen kuching and s'pore is 5 mins faster there than here.

The whole Sarawak.. The white line or track you saw was the river.

YaY the plane's here..

Bye-bye we are leaving... goint to the main entrance gate no. 9

Kuching International Airpot

Bas Sekolah..

MIley CYrus!!

Buffet (makan berserak)

Guest from S'pore, 80++ singaporeans were invited to the wedding ceremony

Kunci rumah..Lolss.. this is the hotel room.
rumah kita.. haha

My master piece..

Click on the picture to look closer!!

While my sister was eating the penyet..She found out that the bird's fur was still stick on with the Chicken's skin.. eww

Cool eh? agar-agar + sagu= a dog's footPrinT! LoLs
Naturally

ABC = Air Batu campur

Laksa Sarawak a combination of Chicken,belacan,and The sweet tasting Udang
There is another mee called Mee Kolok... the taste is like Mee Soto.. just that they change the meat..our local mee soto have chicken meat,right but mee Kolok Have the red meat..and their noodles are from maggie noodles..

YUmmeH Chicken grilled in the embers

Closer look

This was what we ate in the hotel room .We bought it from downstairs shop near our hotel which is called (Perkampungan orang Melayu).. The food was awesome..
(Ayam Panggang Madu,Nasi Ayam Penyet,Chicken Chopped,Laksa Sarawak,Soong tepung goreng,Nasi goreng Patttaya,Nasi goreng Kampung.. and lots more...)

For those who have illness, such food like these are not good for consumption . Because they contain lots and lots of fertilisers.. (ajinomoto..) Mono-sodium glutamate...Nak yang sedap ..

This kid 's hair ....

Streets ahead

climb on the steps

Main Bazaar (tmpat jual sovenier)

At Water front..
Ferry Cruise RM 60..Wanna have some ride 1hr and 30mins along the 14km river..

Perahu Tambang (Small Ferry) Each ride cost about 50cents

Sedap?

Kek Lapis Dayang Salehah (Factory)

sempat posing..

Ex tmpat jualan

Kesian pakcik Din ni tua2 kene kayuh ..

Cool? Stood still by the river 14 km ahead..

Perlabuhan/harbour

Homestay orang Dayak
We didin't have the chance to visit the long house..

Kampung Boyan.. percaya tak?

Inside the boat..

Look up and grab some cloud and fly in the air..

Kek Lapis jual kat tepi2 river.

One of Sarawak's icon,kuching. There are more,rafflesia,and Sarawak Hornbill (burung Kenyalang)

The two lovely couple

Dewan tempat Walimah diadakan
VIP Rox..

hey look there was refraction going on the picture..

Lambb CHop RM 12

Kek Lapis Sarawak Chocc

Inside The Budget Terminal..Wow the scenery was AWE .

Well that was it.. i had a fun trip.

2008-12-09T23:02:00.000-08:00

A. People who have been tagged must write their answers in their blog.

B. Tag 8 people to do this quiz. (Those that are tagged cannot refuse.)

C. Continue this game by tagging 8 other people.

THIss Iss The Truuth

1. What have you been doing recently?

Surfing the net..

2. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?

YES

3. What happened at 10am today?

Miracle..

4. When did you last cry?

When? Can't remember

5. Believe in fate/destiny?

Yea..bcoz imma Muslim.

6.What do you want in your life now?

HAppinessss

7. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put up your hood?

Put up my hood.. hate to carry umbrella ella ella eh eh

8. What's your favourite thing to do on the bed?

SLeeP?

9. What bottoms are you wearing now?

Track Pants

10. What's the nicest things in your inbox?

Old memories

11. Do you tend to make the relationship complicated?

Nah... thats nott goood tapi best jgak kan? hahahah evilll

12. Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone?

Noo

13. What was the last movie you caught?

HSM3

14. What are you proud of?

Proud to have all the nikmats' (alhamdulilah)

15. What does the oldest text msg in your inbox say?

Heck yea. this is me aisyah

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?

BE mY EScaPE!!!! by- Relient K

17. Do you have any nicknames?

uh uh ..rif..rika..(pikachu)??

18. What does the newest text say?

Huh? Lmbtnyer

19. What time did you go to bed last night?-

10+++

20. Are you currently happy?

maybe.

21. Who gives you the best advise?

My mother

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?

23. Who did you talk on the phone last night?

nobody

.24. Is something bugging you now?

not sure but there is ... The bugging patch.

25. Who was the last person to make you laugh?

bik Eni

- END-

HaPPy?

2008-11-29T16:14:00.000-08:00

New Videe Epik High feat. Taru - 1 Minute 1 Second

Btw sorry for the previous post if it touch anybody sowie yea? I'm not being emo la... just acting eh..Haha recently i've been listening ad watching sad MV so terikot2 lah..then i am feeling freely and expressing great depth of what i am going through ...so ya..
Enjoy..

Confession

2008-11-26T19:27:00.000-08:00

I feel as if i don't belong to that Class anymore so where am I? Wasn't i there.. Sitting alone even if everyone were there... S2itqaaaaaaaaaaaan where did you go? (astray) Why does everyone want change? ("Yay i won't be class with all of you again!") Wth wasn't that stupid.. All of us deserve a social life..Make friends by knowing them..Not staying with the friends that you already knew.. well there will be fights going along with bestfriends just like when a rubber being stretched it will bond again..... Where is The love that we all cherish together? Where did all the hearty laughter's go?Happiness? NO MORE. it is such a waste. I would have shed more tears on that year..What a year.. (waiting for next year.. there will be new hope new life new ambition more opportunity..so lets leave all the sad memories on that old building and shan't come back there anymore if you hate it..Will i miss that building?Speak for yourself.. My heart feel Heavy to leave my only classbcoz thats where nurture comes.. and it takes REAL effort..
...But this year manage to go through the obstacle..even there was no help..Well there is still some loneliness in me.. but i knew God was by my side.He will surely help.

I can walk alone now, if I could have one wish
Eye to eye, don’t forget me
Even if the unfamiliar wind in this town makes me tremble one day
I’ll keep this dream alive all the time
I know I’ll make it, and find the light of the sun waiting for me
Face to face, will I miss you?I can’t say how close I am to the place I’m looking for
But someday I’ll start to believe in myself
Whisper gently like the stars I watched with you that day “Everybody is lonely, everybody really wants to change”
Even my floods of tears are callin’ my love If their sparkle reaches you, my dreams will come true
None of the things that are important have a shape I can’t count them all, but I want to hold them

2008-11-23T17:29:00.000-08:00

-_-
This is what i 'm feeling

2008-11-20T01:32:00.000-08:00

Publishing post is like SS (syok sendiri)

because as if someone wanna read all your post..

HAHA...Dumb dumb dee Dumb ahh

Blog is like pouring your heart over it...confiding your feelings

it is open to all..unless you private it..

so..everyone can read all your stupid post wahaaha..

Dearblog/why not change it to dear diary...

it's better

WEblog..WEBlog

WE+BLOG rite? but the web is now logged (spider web) (website)

hahs Complicated what a word...

2008-11-19T21:16:00.000-08:00

When I look up at the sky
I see soft sunrays
That sparkle when I look at them
Let the wind carry my sighs
Up to the clouds
They’re they’re just likeFluffy,
colourful patterns Of candyfloss, candyfloss, floating in the sky

Check this out..thx to sakinah S by photofunia

Cool(kewl) haha

2008-11-19T21:08:00.000-08:00

The world is round..
Yet noboby is around

2008-11-08T18:27:00.000-08:00

Dapatkan Mesej Bergambar di Sini

TO MEEE

2008-11-08T18:16:00.000-08:00

Happy birthday to you..
You are born in the zoo...
what the ()_()
November comes from a latin word "novem" which means nine.. cool eh?
well today i am turning a year older.. celebrating my 14th birthday .. There isn't much celebration..just a piece of cake.. since friday,only one person wished me birthday wish but that's advance..waiting for belated wish after sunday had passed ..
i don't need all of that just wish me happiness and bless from Allah..will do..
For your info i was born on 5 jamadilakhir 1415 hijriah.with the date 9 november 1994..
if you 'd like to know to day is 10 zulkaedah 1429 on the islamic calender.just to let those know what's the date today..

Heppy 14th birthdae..thx for the wish

Today is better than yesterday...Tomorrow must be better than the day before..aite?

2008-11-03T17:04:00.000-08:00

"Kejayaan bukan satu destinasi,tapi ia adalah satu perjalanan,semakin jauh anda berjalan,semakin baik anda akan jadi,ianya tiada berpenghujung"

Dapatkan Mesej Bergambar di Sini

"People created their own success by learning what they need to learn and they practicing it until they become profecient at it"

Dapatkan Mesej Bergambar di Sini

Throwing tan"drums"

2008-10-31T03:38:00.000-07:00

AHh.. Exams have just ended.. Not relieved.. but anxious to know the results... (not curious) just don't want to listen every bit of it.... its just...craps..Why did i do that? why did i study for the last minute ? didn't i know that m y mind is a slow worker.? I need
, i need to knock my head somewhere bcoz i feel that something is wrong there.. Days have passed.. Counting.. how many more days left Nothing.. counting for what? i will encounter false route, leading to unexpected endings.. The path that leads to unhappiness,sadness, remorseful, guilty, bad, all the negative things.. i don't have that courage to surpass this kind of endings its making me more fearful.,scary..but this is just guessing a guess that you will never ever knnow.. only god knows better for us... .....
Give me a room for me to shout....................... Ergh Chikkusho! i 've done st upid mistake Mistakes that will let me remember forever... i think if this situation is going to go further.. i'm gonna lose my self-asteem that lives in every heart...

1 (ONE)more week to go!!

2008-10-22T23:58:00.000-07:00

StudY lah!!!

2008-10-01T00:04:00.000-07:00

Dapatkan Mesej Bergambar Di Sini

I would like to wish all of you Selamat Ari raya... Almk satan dah kluar ahhh..

Take care of your self don't be the friends of satan..

In the name of Allah

2008-09-30T00:47:00.000-07:00

- The king, the sovereign Lord

- The most glorious

- The creator

- The restorer,the giver of life

- The light, the one who guides

- The aware, the one who knows All things

- The eternal, the independent

- The watcher, the watchful

- The patient

- The perceiver, the finder

- The incomparable

- The sustainer, the provider

- The fashioner

- The majestic

- The all Knowing

- The guardian of faith

- The distressor

- The counter, the reckoner

- The gatherer

- The just,He Who is entitled to do what he does

- The expeditor,the promoter,he who puts things in the right place

- THe LOving

- The Compassionate

- The firm one

- The able the capable,the one attribute with power

- The wise,the judges of judges

- The first,he whose existence is without beggining

- The forbearing,The element

- The bestower,gives plenty without return

- The manifest

- THe unique,one without partner

- The one who lowers whom he wills

- The subtle one,THe gracious

- THe self- sufficient

- The Lord of mjesty and bounty

- The Enricher

- The most high, sublime

- The Compeller

- The lasts,He whose existence is without the end

- The witness

- The alive

The most merciful

In the name of God,the aware, the one who knows all things

2008-09-30T00:33:00.000-07:00

I am so shocked to see that everyone was crying, just now at school..After we khatam Qur'an

everyone line up and the teachers made a straight line and each and every students hugged the

teachers awww so touching.. They greeted us with eid fitri greetings.. and we apologised

together the mistake we had done..For a moment i felt remorseful for the wrong doings i had

done to certain people.. I missed the tears that flowed out of my eyes.. All along with laughter

what's that huh? I wept it away and the mucus from my throat suddenly rised up from the guts

ii wanted to swallow it..but since i'm fasting i throw it away lahh duhh -_-Friends if i did bad to

you.. i apologise.. ramadhan is going to left us..So. for the last time.. .reflect back what you had

did during this month..FASTER!!ugh be one of the TAQWAians.. Let's cry now!!
" those who believe fight in the cause of God, and those who reject faith fights in

the cause of evil. So fight against the friends of satan: feeble indeed is the cunning of satan"

Dapatkan Mesej Bergambar di Sini

Love.

2008-09-19T23:11:00.000-07:00

Ability

Skill

Knowledge

Hubbul Qur'an
1) Tadarrus

2) Tilawah

3) Amalkan

4) Pelihara

5) Menghayati

2008-09-19T22:46:00.000-07:00

Ar - Rayyan

Narrated Sahl:

The Prophet said, "There is a gate in Paradise called Ar-Raiyan, and those

who observe fasts will enter through it on the Day of Resurrection and

none except them will enter through it. It will be said, 'Where are those

who used to observe fasts?' They will get up, and none except them will

enter through it. After their entry the gate will be closed and nobody will

enter through it."

Now is already on the 3rd week of the last 10 days in ramadhan make sure you have

done lots and lots of ibadah during the fasting month. On the last ten days of

ramadhan, one of the odd nights there will be a night called (Lalatul Qadr) which is

the night of spiritual glory in other words The night of power!. It is described in the

Quran as a Night better than one thousand months occurs sometime during the last

ten days of ramadhan.. So have you spend a large of the nights and perform your

religious activities?? Only certain people will get the chance to see the night..Recite

the Quran,Do your Terawih prayer,Have you upgrade ur iman,faith ?Are you one of

the muttaqin, chosen one? if you have.. then you might see this night.. so goood

Presenting you..

2008-09-02T20:48:00.001-07:00

Yesterday
Went to sembawang library and finished our discussion about our debate (Bahas)..
The Topic seems uneasy for us..but we chose it..It was about "foreign workers working in singapore should be given a lot of chance to work here"..and we be the opposition group.Don't know what to say.. Our discussion were quite fun along with the chit-chatting until we got "halau" 3 times by the librarians huh.. From the side of shelf along to the emergency exit till beside of the wall to the corner side.. wat the..nth.So our discussion ends at 5 pm i think..I arrived home at 5:30.and about 1 hr and 39 minutes to "berbuka"..
During the disscusion we talk about Cake Batik.The one that Aisyah said brought on the last party with the sec 2s. The whole cake was finished only left with the crumbs and the toppings.When we talk about the recipe everybody were drooling..

Here are the recipe if you want to jot down ...

Instructions
200g Milo
250g of Butter
1 can of condensed milk.the one you mix with the tea to make teh-susu . (if you don't know the difference between evaporated milk and condense milk,you can shake the can and if you did not here the splash then it's the condensed milk)
A packet of Mary biscuit that would be tastier if not you can you other biscuit

Method
1) Double boil the 200g of butter in the pot
2) Mix the Milo and the whole milk together into the pot of butter and stir continously until the mixture thickened.You should stir until it reach a slow boil.and stir constantly
3) This is the best part..Used your hands to crush The Mary Biscuits into pieces make sure that the biscuit is not crushed until it become crumbs just slightly would be better.
4)Finally , mix the biscuit into mixture and stir thorougly and remember to Lower the heat to medium. After you are done with it,remove it from heat and switch off the gas stove.
5)Lastly, pour and transfer the mixture into a serving bowl and Refrigerate it or freeze it..

It will become something like this or maybe this?

Below Here are some pics

Yay!! Alamak sorry aqilah i've got your picture here
tkpe..picture blur...

Sakinah tengah angau kan sape tu?

Yes! at least dpt jgk tgk "tudung" adawie yg
"cantik" nie.. rajin betul

huh... fair enough

eh malu lah tuu

Lepakz corner No comment

Cik nah ngn cik kelah sedang bermain2 ngn
hp mereka lalu mengambil

photo rakan2 mereka yg tidak bersalah

Ni cik leha ngn Cik nah sedang sibuk berbual

Oops name censored

2008-08-26T06:55:00.000-07:00

I found these 'peribahasa's somewhere and i thought i should share it.HAHAH!!!Cracks me up!XDDDSape tk paham melayu,nasib die la..Lame haha.Well have fun reading this stupid stuff..Ketawe larr haha

1) harapkan pagar, pagar takbole harap
2) carik-carik bulu ayam, lama-lamajadisuttlecock
3) sepandai mana tupai melompat,akhirnya tak masuk olimpik juga
4) henday seribu daya, taknak sudah
5) lembu punya susu, cap teko dapatnama
6) ke mana tumpahnya kuah kalau tidak ke bawah.
7) tiada rotan, pelempang berguna juga
8) di mana ada gula-gula, di situ ada gula-gula
9) gajah mati meninggalkan gading,harimau mati meninggalkan belang,manusia mati meninggal dunia.
10) berapa berat mata memandang berat lagi seguni beras.
11) cubit paha kanan peha kiri tak rasa apa-apa pun.
12) diam2 ubi berisi diam2 orang bisu .
13) sambil menyelam tengok kapal selam
14) sebab pulut santan binasa, sebab mulut habis pulut.
15) kecil-kecil cili padi,kecil lagi biji cili.
16) Tikus di seberang tambak nampak,transformer di tepi mata tk nampak.
no more...

2008-08-25T02:55:00.000-07:00

ZzzZ A lot of homework to do
Science project lahh
MalAy BahaS aahh
Todae i skiped PT coz juz now got headache and it's been the 4th time i've been to the toilet for past motion.duhh Lethargic sey..
And now i'm Searching information 4 the malay thing well. .i need to.. Soto morrow and the day after need to stayback for teachers' Day celebration Rehearsel. I learn a lot of things from today's Sirah programme about the 4 Khalifahs "Abu Bakar,Umar,Uthman,Ali"..Its a pleasure.. Plus today i meet my long-last friend Syaffiyah welcome back.. well she will be here until the end of ramadhan and a week for hari raya i think .She's now studying at a school in indo and staying at asmara i think..
ehhh "asrama" a hostel

2008-08-20T22:43:00.000-07:00

Hey...What kinds of friends are you? O_o. Is it true-friend? Best-friend? Close friend? or just a joke friend? Think-look-do.You should be able to differentiate which are so-called "angel" and "devil" friends..jkjk
Look behind Black and white
and you will find colour of
FRIENDSHIP

2008-08-17T01:59:00.000-07:00

Celebrate

Btw..Today i am fasting.Yesterday was the night of Nisfu Syaaban..soo we read Yassin 3 times a part from that we also need to have 3 niat
1)Longevity or long age
2)Prosperous ,rezeki
3)Lastly,so that our iman will be strong ,always stay in Islam.4ever

Today is my grandfather's birthday
don't know nvm A cake for him taDaa

Must Watch!!!!

2008-08-15T03:13:00.000-07:00

Joy, Bring up that spirit!!Yaw

Ok..soo today switch on the t.v at channel u at 7.. or watch the highlights at Channel 5 at 10 pm. Not to be missed! The Table-Tennis match where s'pore meets china and grab the gold medal.. i really hope that s'pore can win in this event..
But to bad they are just imported players to play for us..s'pore pays them with money when they play well..Most importantly,from 48 years of waiting we have finally got the medal thanks to them for bringing up the s'pore name (proud)Dare to dream dare to challenge!! That's it

Yay!! Phelps got the 8 golD!!!! Congratz!

Olympic fever..

2008-08-15T02:30:00.000-07:00

Jia you singapore
Wow..How i wished that if possible S'pore can get at least one medal gold in this Beijing Olympic since the last 48 years (i think) we manage to get medal from the weight-lifting sports... Gd luck Team singapore for sailing and Table-tennis (jia wei) win win!!! all the way....

This guy Michael phelps is sooo cool..He has chalks up sixth gold.(stunning)
Well, Tao Li is not that bad, she had done her best for 100 meter Butterfly (i think)..but did not manage to get golds for this but still she beat the Asian record..
Ganbatteneh!

2008-08-15T02:18:00.000-07:00

FUwa(huan huan)Socute

Jingjing, a panda, is the animal most closely associated with Sichuan province where the earthquake struck.

Huanhuan, a cartoon character with flame-red hair, is being linked by bloggers to the Olympic torch that has been dogged by anti-China protests on its round-the-world tour.

Yingying, an antelope, is an animal confined to the borders of Tibet, which has been the scene of riots and the cause of international protests against China, the bloggers say.

Nini, represented by a kite, is being viewed as a reference to the “kite city” of Weifang, in Shandong, where there was a deadly train crash last month.

That leaves only Beibei, represented by a sturgeon fish, which online doomsayers suggest could indicate a looming disaster in the Yangtze River, the only place where sturgeon is found.

The more we eat at McDonald the fatter will be..

2008-08-06T06:01:00.000-07:00

Wassup seyy with your face? "ear plug" What's up with you? what's up with me ? Haha WHAT'S UP everybody?? HAaaaaaaaaaaaa i've nothing to do so~~ bored =_=
School
This is our normal routine
1>Assembly:
every morning recite asma' ul husna,dua,al-fatiha and soo on
2>start lesson bla bla bla..
3>recess time
4>lesson goes on
5>2nd recess
6>Goo Home at 0350 after assembling soo late ehH?
Yeah that was what we did every day....
soo todayy i've received all my Test4 result Maths,nahu,science.arab and english.
and i only need to take 2 re-test wad duh -_- Nvm... Try my best!prepare for rest!
Soo next week we have all the ukhrawi's test..and i've not studied at all.. there's still more time.. But waait! "Menunda-nunda tk bagoes ia hanya membuang masa" quoted from Ustazah muayanah.. Remember study 1 or 2 weeks before exam starts.. before its too late yea?

2008-08-01T22:44:00.000-07:00

Yeah lets see this video "YMC initiation 2008" claps

MRs-Lame o

2008-06-27T03:14:00.001-07:00

School
Nothing much to say today..ahh i'm soo bored my friend who sat next to me is no

longer there No more kacau's yay! Everone missed her...she had changed school since

school reopened..she went to Northland so what school is that..hahaz she the

annoying girl loves to do 'bad things' eg; playing the scissors with someone.pulling

the chair when someone is sitting and some supid stuff..she's funny..worst and

slackin' kind tomboy. p/s:She told us that she wanted a change in her gender(surgery)

sort of but we opposed haha..Lets hope to see some changes with the circumstances

she's now in maybe she's now girlish, studious,60% mature not like before playful

loves Audition-ing.. i remember this quote vividly" kalau aku fail semua org

tanggung" Lol that was super Lame-O..well then good luck with your life! sorry if i

said this..jia-youx3 from behind.^,..,^ <<< this is her favourite symbol

Hey guyz watch this vid.. maybe u've watched this video nvm..its g00d to watch again

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2008-06-01T03:13:00.000-07:00

2008-06-01T03:00:00.001-07:00

http://www.ellegarden.jp/en/index.asp

6 was that a lucky number? oooo (4D!! NO = haram)

2008-05-23T07:52:00.000-07:00

Today's school was fun... we've party.but the party was sooo boring... We only ate pringles and some snacks.erhh,was that a party?..nvm it's our last thay in school..yay!! i would spent the holiday usefully..and not neglecting my subjects i want to be a better person for the next semester...thats all .....................waaaaiit for your info just now we received our report books. Luckily i got 6th position in class i was elated. I beat my friends ..My percentage overall is 81% good or bad?O_0.. it's okay..i've tried my best andd i will try harder! that was just"best" satisfied only..but not Excellent.......Jia you study hard,study smart..practicex3 ..BYEXO

Drama and Dramaas and more dramaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

2008-05-18T02:24:00.001-07:00

I've been watching alot of k-drama (korean), J-drama(japaneeaase) lately....Hmmm not to forget C-drama also mcm paham gitu. This is what people call OBSESSION 0_0...
Here are the list of the drama i 've watched
1) Why Why Love
2) ISWAK ( It started with a kiss)
3) Devil beside you
4 ) Spring waltz
5 ) Romantic princess
6 ) Famous princess
7 ) Frog prince
8 ) Magician of love
9 ) Coffee prince
10) Hello Miss! Hello Baby!
11) Wonderful Life
12) Sweet 18
13) Gokusen
14) Goong S
15 )Nobuta wo produce
16) My Boss My Hero
17) Witch Yoo - Hee
19) My Girl
20)Hanazakarino kimitachi e
21) Hana yori dango
22) Prince first love
23) Get Karl!O Su Jung!!

hmmm that's it .... heyy btw, i 've just received my MYE results Alhamdulilllah i passed all except for Nahu uhh!! I hate that subject that's why i failed : ( nevermind i should try my best and strive for the rest!! (Jia you) (aja,aja fighting)

2008-05-12T21:55:00.000-07:00

I'm the owner of this car...Model ahhh

DD

2008-05-02T02:42:00.000-07:00

Yaaayyy!! 1 more week to go!!
Exams will be over :D Study,Study Study Study..
Practice,practice,practice....

2008-03-14T04:58:00.000-07:00

11 March 2008

I'd lost my handphone.. Careless me.. Suddenly it slip of from my beg..What??
Cries ='( Dies... Damn that banghra And ma'squares who stole my phone ahh!! I curse you Fcuking hell!!! There's no way i can get it back............. Bye -bye phone
WANTED
Z250i model (Sony Ericson)
Last seen at Pasir ris Park.

2008-03-08T19:18:00.000-08:00

Hey! What does beauty have to do with your life... Look into the mirror ... Immense all your ugliness.."OMG you look hideous!" ... Just joking..If somebody siad that to you what would feel?.But whenever you observed your face you will only look the good side of you...You would likely to say"Wow i'm so pretty.." But still then people will still look at your akhlak meaning your moral attitude.. How good are you..But those who look at your beauty is just blinded with darkness ..Therefore don't worry too much about your face...Like an ugly frog turn into a prince..Some people have good looks but they didn't realise that they are bad..Thank god for what you have already have...And appreciate it! Everyone wants to look attractive.. right? One more thing if your heart is beautiful your face is beautiful....

Aero

2008-02-23T04:38:00.000-08:00

Yesterday, I went to Singapore Airshow at Changi Exhibition Centre. I had hell lot of fun...watching the sky....It was a sight-seeing show but i enjoyed it.. The view was spectacular..I was fascinated by some of the airshow..Further more it was not only an airshow but there are exhibitions The Airport Pavilion which showcases products, solutions, systems and services focused on the following areas of airport development and operations,The other exhbits is The Integrated Land Defence Pavilion. It was so cool, you could see the weapons system and the vehicle which i thought it was the SAF vehicle bcoz i saw Tank and more.They gave us phamplets, souveniers .Singapore Airshow 2008 will be held from 19 to 24 February 2008. It ends today,Sunday .So don't miss it ..Haha i dare you go there.. $20 per admission and you will get to meet thousands of people, crowding..The worse part was when i was boarding the shuttle bus, everyone was pushing each other just to enter the bus...Singaporean are just kiasu...i heard someone beside me said "Okay Singaporean! Here we come!!!!" lols that was so lame... One more thing is that there are no stalls selling food but they only sells Water ,Mineral water,Juices,sports drink which cost $2 - $4,better don't buy there coz it was so expensive...

The song for the sun

2008-02-23T04:25:00.000-08:00

My hand is trembling when the first time I touch you.This warm, gentle feelings. I finally realized if you open the closed window a brand new breeze will blow in...Laughing, crying, and then I meet with you .The world I see begin to shine the sunflowers are swinging under the sun and I can feel the wind, Things that I believe, things that I’m confused, Things that are halted too, all of them right now, I’m living here and I possibly still don’t know the answer .Everyday it is in black and white, I want them to be attached with colours Laughing, crying, and then I meet with you continuing like this, the future will be bright Sunflowers are swinging under the sun, staying the same way as I am, tomorrow I’ll surely sing again.Everyday is limited, time just doesn’t stop. I wonder how much you love me? I’m sure you do, right?If you are, even the light also won’t leave my side. Iwant to say thank you, if I can tell you nowI will not forget the season we spent together.Sunflowers are swinging like the sun. My song will shine on you ,Staying the same way as I am, and you, and you…

HellO guyz

2008-02-22T04:31:00.000-08:00

Time really flies... I wish i could turn back the time..
It's been about 3 weeks i haven't post my blog.., bcoz i didn't have the time..
ahhh I'm so stressed out with my school life .. Why life is so mundane?

Do you think life is unfair or you just rely it on destiny?
Is it wrong if you did something wrong? Try to reminisce what you've done wrong.....You've kept this to yourself , you didn't have to conceal it in your heart..
but you should be frank to yourself.. If not you will die hard to go to the lunatic asylum.. If somebody did something bad to you, will you avenge them? Why take it seriously just the damn of it makes you feel melancholic isn't that StUpId?
I can't stand it anymore.StOP! Please stop it .I can't hold it.Even if i die..
Was that a plaintiff? Problems always come one after another that have a big ImPaCt to others. I've shed more than 1-litre of tears,even if i cried till blood oozes out will you still care? you just ignore..... Maybe I've done a lot of bad deeds.I felt it was such a remorseful thingy from the heart, mind and soul...PlEaSe TeLL ME WhY?

Whatever.......... Do yOU believe in this saying "You will pass this through, away but once" quoted from Mahatma Gandhi

Thats it! Wan An (Good NighT)

2008-01-25T20:22:00.000-08:00

Hey guyz watch this video!!

~PURPLE LINE LYRICS~

now I see this way
Its looks like purple line
Gotta introduce myself

Fureru koto sae dekinai tte gishin anki ni torawarete
mi ugoki hitotsu torenai toki mo aru
I REALLY WANNA TOUCH MYSELF
kiseki wo negatte itemo
jibun no kokoro ga tsuyoku nakucha susume nai RIGHT NOW

PURPLE LINE, LET ME SET UP MY WORLD
dare mo aruita koto nai THIS WAY
yume wo idaite ikikata wo sagashi tsuzuketeru
jibun rashiku MY PROGRESSION
tsuyoi kimochi wo motte kachi togete miseru
jyounetsu no PURPLE LINE

shiren ga osou tabi ni kokoro ga seigyo funou ni natte shimau kedo nige nai sa
boku ga seichou shite yuku tame no kate dato
jibun ni ii kikase nagara norikoete yuke RIGHT NOW

PURPLE LINE, LET ME SET UP MY WORLD
dare mo aruita koto nai THIS WAY
kibou idaite mirai wo mitsume tsuzukete iru
negai komete MY PROGRESSION
keshite akirame naide kachi togete miseru
shinjitsu no PURPLE LINE

ima no kono shunkan wo mune ni kizami nagara
eiga no you ni toki wo egakou
kinou yorimo kachi aru ima e
shinka wo togeru yokan imezi shite

WOOP! sekai wa BLACK & WHITE hikari to yami ga SOUTH & NORTH, LIKE
WOOP! zen aku ga hohoemi temaneki shiteru shinjita michi wo
WOOP! susumeru you ni
WOOP! sakebi tsuzukete iru MY SOUL
WE GOTTA PURPLE LIKE THAT
MY TIME IS STILL GOING ON

PURPLE LINE, LET ME SET UP MY WORLD
dare mo aruita koto nai THIS WAY
yume wo idaite ikikata wo sagashi tsuzuketeru
jibun rashiku MY PROGRESSION
tsuyoi kimochi wo motte kachi togete miseru
jyounetsu no PURPLE LINE

PURPLE LINE, LET ME SET UP MY WORLD
dare mo aruita koto nai THIS WAY
kibou idaite mirai wo mitsume tsuzukete iru
negai komete MY PROGRESSION
keshite akirame naide kachi togete miseru
shinjitsu no PURPLE LINE

2008-01-25T05:41:00.000-08:00

Your Japanese Name Is...

Rumiko Nakayama

What's your Japanese Name?

Your EQ is 140

You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin.

You are warm and open. Even when life gets you down, you're unafraid of the world and its challenges.
You are comfortable with who you are. And you accept your weaknesses - as well as the weaknesses of others.

While you are quite stable, you don't respond perfectly to every bad situation that comes up.
But you have enough emotional intelligence to know when you need a course correction.

What's Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?

What Your Handwriting Says About You

You are highly energetic. You are a passionate, intense, vigorous person.

You are very extroverted and outgoing. You are loving, friendly, and supportive. However, you are also manipulative and controlling at times.

You are balanced and grounded. You know how to get along well with others.

You need a bit of space in your life, but you're not a recluse. You expect people to give you a small amount of privacy, and you respect their privacy as well.

You are somewhat traditional, but you are also open to change. You listen to your head and your heart.

You are a decent communicator. You eventually get your point across, but sometimes you leave things a bit ambiguous.

What Does Your Handwriting Say About You?

FriendS?

2008-01-25T02:45:00.001-08:00

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh today was soooo Bus third!!!
Damn it larrr! Let me ask you something, what are friends for?
I don't understand the real meaning of friendship... the one tat i know is that:
When we need help from someone, our friends can help us is that true? Some may help but some may not...I think friends that loves to joke around will just make us cry..They will just make troubles.. Darn... .One problem is that, when there is 3 people A B and C were friends but when C wants to friend with A , B will quickly get together with A. So chaotic man!! I hate it..Then C will stay away from A and B just like giving up...Do you love being alone? Why does people love to fight? Eg: one people disagrees with the other..Why fight ?lets have peace.. Don't stress out yourself ok?

Today sux!

2008-01-18T01:05:00.000-08:00

Cough,cough...I have been sick lately for about 1 month i think . Yesterday i went to polyclinic i have 4 kinds of medication to take..Wadda?.. The doctor says that there are too much of mucus inside my respiratory system therefore my throat felt itchy ..itchy to the core really itchy you know!!!! Haizz..Even in the Mrt i cough badly everyone look at me, so ashamed de.. After I've taken my meal i will vomit it dunno why? (tekak loyer). The doctor so sianz he want me to do an X-ray..What is that? It doesn't have to do with my Skeleton... That's all for today . i will update more today if i have the time...

Newbiezz

2008-01-16T03:05:00.000-08:00

Hey there... i've just started to write a new post zzzzz.....